I really thought I would be ok

I really believed that I could be ok if God decided not to send us anymore children. For a little while I could think about not having more children and not cry. Now I cry....I am extremely blessed and I do know that. This weekend my in-laws were visiting and they were talking about pregnant sister-in-law. She is having a girl, but I found out that my father-in-law really wanted a grandson. It broke my heart for so many reasons. We have been trying for 9 1/2 years to give him and my father a grandson. We have prayed, used fertility drugs, prayed some more, used more fertility drugs, tried herbs, prayed some more......and still no baby. Praise be to God!