Today Aunt Flo showed up...quite a surprise since I haven't had her since August. It was a little heart breaking...I really hoped we would have a Christmas miracle and I would be pregnant.
Dh and I made a hard decision today. A room that we have been "saving" to use as a nursery is going to be made into a functional room. We have talked about and even started to turn it into an office before, but every time we stopped. All the baby things are still in there. So now we have decided to pick a weekend in January, completely empty out the room and make it into a beautiful office and school room. It is hard and I may back out when the time comes. I really believed with all my heart that, that one day that room would be for our son. I even painted it blue. Changing the room isn't giving up, but it does make me feel less likely it will ever hold a sleeping baby.
Now I just need to figure out what to do with the crib :-(
Saturday, December 19, 2009
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