I woke up early, much earlier than usual. I have a cramp in my right leg and really bad back pain. I don't think either one is related to my HSG, but they still hurt.
It's officially a week until I start the Lupron! I'm very excited about that, even though it does involve me stabbing myself with a needle each day. I will take Lupron from July 8th until trigger.
It is really amazing to feel like we have a chance this cycle after so many years of trying. We both wanted a large family, we never even considered that it would take this much for our family to grow. Monday I was crying and worried that even with $1200 worth of medication it still may not work, DH (dear hubby) was so sweet and said that if it didn't work, we would keep trying, and move onto adoption. We have talked about adoption for years and we were even foster parents, I'm just not sure I'm ready for the heartache of failed adoptions too. It is great, however, to have the support of DH. This medicated cycle was actually his idea. I went to him in May and asked what he wanted to do. June makes the anniversary of TTC so every June I try something new or get more aggressive. So in May when we were talking I asked what he wanted us to do....move onto adoption, continue trying on our own.....then he said "I want to go to an RE one more time". Now keep in mind that we have already been to 4 REs (reproductive endocrinologist), but DH wanted to give it one last try. I'm just thrilled with my current RE (he makes number 5).
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
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