"Potholes" just doesn't seem strong enough

To say I hit another pothole just doesn't seem to describe how upset I am today. I had another E2 check and the results were still high - 80. I will give myself another shot of Ganirelix tonight and go back tomorrow for more bloodwork. If my E2 isn't lower tomorrow the cycle will be canceled and we will have to start all over again with BCP. I want to believe that this is just a small hurdle, but right now it seems impossible to get over.